FAT. CHUBBY. OVERWEIGHT. No matter the name, they all had the same meaning. No matter how you described me, I was a chubby cheeks, big boned girl. Most of my life I was always the fat friend or the girl who was heavy, but had a “pretty face”. I blamed most of my extra fat cells on genetics. Blonde hair and blue eyes, I had pink chipmunk cheeks that just screamed out “pinch me!”. I was a cute, pudgey baby.



Had to throw in this classic 80′s pic. Yep thats me in the dark tshirt with the pink glasses.
Because I was big boned to began with I thought I was destined to be heavy set. I was your typical, McDonald’s eating, happy kid. All through elementary school I was teased and picked on for my big size. From middle school and beyond I was the fat girl among the group. Lucky for me, my pals loved me for who I was, no matter if I was a size 0 or size 18. Sure I tried loosing the weight by dieting and exercising. Unfortunately no one ever taught me the difference between a diet and a healthy lifestyle. I thought to loose weight I had to eat salads and wake up at the crack of dawn and sweat for two hours. Like most who gone on diets I just gave up.


Finally after 2-3 years of living on cafeteria food and late snacks run to 7-11 while I was in college, I reached my heaviest. I was 180 lbs and only 4’11″. Funny thing was that I never viewed myself as being that chubby. I was just in a jaw dropping state when I realized my weight had tied itself to a balllon and shot way up on the scale. I was in shock. I guess I never saw it coming. Sure my pants felt a little tighter, but I blamed it on either pms or the dryer thinking it had shrunk. Who the heck was I kidding?
I knew I had to make a change. The first I did was cut soda. I lost a good 10 lbs instantly. I started drinking protein shakes with banana and strawberries for breakfast. I am not a early to rise person, so I knew I would never get up and work out in the morning. Instead, I did it after work. Cranking on some upbeat tunes (Kelly Clarkson’s album got me through some major sweat sessions) I walked on the old treadmill that was hiding in our garage. It was hard at first. Taking a shower and watching televsion sounded better than working out. I told myself that its only 30 minutes. Thats it 30 minute. After that I can have the rest of evening to relax. It got easier each time.
I searched online for some great healthy recipes. I never realized that healthy food could actually taste good. However I never gave up junk food completely: PORTION CONTROL! I knew trying to give up some of the foods I love would only backfire, for I was sure to binge on a weekend night. Though the more healthy I ate the less junk food tasted good. To this day I feel better when I eat healthy. Knowing that I am putting wholesome nutrition in my body makes me feel good about myself in ways I never thought I could feel. I have more energy and zest for life! Still, I am normal. I will never give up my pasta from Olive Garden or my chocolate brownies. I don’t eat fettuccine alfredo everyday, but when I do it is a treat. And I don’t eat the entire plate in one sitting. I pack it up and eat it as next days dinner.

I took about a good year but I finally lost 60 lbs.
I hope that I can inspire you to lose the weight. Know that I had struggles. We all will. Even to this day I still work at being healthy and staying fit. The difference between then and now is that I enjoy it! Being healthy is a lifestyle I chose for myself. I will always have healthy goals to set. Like right, I’d love to tone up some more and maybe train for a race. If losing weight were so easy the whole world would be fit and in shape. You just have to take one day at a time. Don’t get frustrated and NEVER give up. You’ll get there; I promise. If you ever need any tips or advice feel free to contact me anytime!

AFTER





You look amazing!Losing the weight the “right” way and making that lifestyle change is so inspiring! Keep it up!
Beka that you so much for the compliment. That really makes me my day!
Like I mentioned on your facebook page you are inspiring too. Keep up the running. Don’t you love how a healthy lifestyle makes you feel?